Wednesday, October 16, 2002

the song that brings me down is black magic woman..
"ive got a black magic woman... she got me so blind i can't see..thats she is a black magic woman she is trying to make the devil out of me
dont turn your back on me baby.. dont turn your black on me baby.. stop messin around with your trick.. you might just get off my magic sticks
got yo spell on me baby.. got yo spell on me baby .turning my heart into stone.... i need you bad magic woman i can't leave you alone"

god babe... i love you so much .. it hurts inside.. no matter whatever or whoever tells me anything. i can't deny what i feel for you..
everytime i look at your picture i see wonderful memories.. that wish never die.. crazy shit we did.. i wish we could have kept that..
i gave it my best shot ... at least to try and keep you at the end.. i realize that i should have trying alot sooner.. but if you dont love the guy .. dont get in more problems..
be tha big person .. (balla) and do it on your own .. shit . i know you don 't need no one... it sucks ..
take care. you will forever be in my heart and the future will tell me ...hopefully ill remember the best..and some .. a few of worst of times.. god .. i wish he would have helped ..babe.
take care .. i love you with all my soul


babe please..