Things have been great as of late. Work is great, not just because I got a few pats on the back, but I think things are coming around. People are respecting the work I do, or at least more so from any previous job. Yeah, making designs for hundred thousand orders.. yeah no pressure huh.lol
I take it with a more refined look now. Evolution of myself at work and my work habits I guess.
Regardless work life is good.
I say one thing about my personal situation.
I dare find it problematic. Or at least to some respect humoristic. (i hope thats a word)
It seems the ladies in question, who will remain nameless, are more and more in abundance. Problem is these ladies are quite attractive. So whats the problem you may ask. Well I think the "perfect date-able women only come around at the wrong time" has become my number one nemesis. I dare find it intriguing to note what I may done to deserve such cruelty. I mean, was I really that bad in past life. Take it, I do believe in karma, but this has become more of a nuisance than anything. Beautiful ladies around me.
Interesting conversations engaged.
Flirting ensues.
and yet I cant do anything.
These women I have come across have unfortunately met people they are currently with. Unfortunate for me yes, but a good thing for them. The one thing I will never do though is take a man's woman. I may have experienced that earlier in more youthful years. A couple bad experiences to learn from. This and for some reason I will not cross that line of taking advantage of someone while intoxicated, emotionally hurt, or just find themselves confused.
But now its not even about that for me.
The thought of being with someone, enchanting - yes, great memories to be made - yes, wonderful- yes, but alarming - yes.
I guess I don't know if this is defined as gentleman-ism. But I don't mind it so much as I take comfort in knowing whoever the other guy on their side of their mirror is, makes them happy.
I take a breathe and walk away not knowing what or how to feel, but more relieved.
http://www.myspace.com/41611190
I take it with a more refined look now. Evolution of myself at work and my work habits I guess.
Regardless work life is good.
I say one thing about my personal situation.
I dare find it problematic. Or at least to some respect humoristic. (i hope thats a word)
It seems the ladies in question, who will remain nameless, are more and more in abundance. Problem is these ladies are quite attractive. So whats the problem you may ask. Well I think the "perfect date-able women only come around at the wrong time" has become my number one nemesis. I dare find it intriguing to note what I may done to deserve such cruelty. I mean, was I really that bad in past life. Take it, I do believe in karma, but this has become more of a nuisance than anything. Beautiful ladies around me.
Interesting conversations engaged.
Flirting ensues.
and yet I cant do anything.
These women I have come across have unfortunately met people they are currently with. Unfortunate for me yes, but a good thing for them. The one thing I will never do though is take a man's woman. I may have experienced that earlier in more youthful years. A couple bad experiences to learn from. This and for some reason I will not cross that line of taking advantage of someone while intoxicated, emotionally hurt, or just find themselves confused.
But now its not even about that for me.
The thought of being with someone, enchanting - yes, great memories to be made - yes, wonderful- yes, but alarming - yes.
I guess I don't know if this is defined as gentleman-ism. But I don't mind it so much as I take comfort in knowing whoever the other guy on their side of their mirror is, makes them happy.
I take a breathe and walk away not knowing what or how to feel, but more relieved.
http://www.myspace.com/41611190
