hey guys..
kinda a weird day .... not really but here it goes..
today... nov 17 2002 .. is my ex's birthday..
the things i didnt think about today..
how i would have loved to at least given her a hug .. or
even gotten to see her.
or .. give her a present..
god.. i love her...
the pain is not hurting as much ...
i think that the pain actually .. i dont know .. sunk inside of me...
its weird.. i think the way i am .. that in the future.. i would always carry the experience within me..
who knows..
sometimes i wish i could move on..
but something holds me back.


anyways.. we played halo today at my crib...
there was really nothing more to today..
i hope everyone in the world .. i dont know .. could just have a nice day
..
take care ... dont let anyone tell you there are no such things as dreams...
thats what we are here for.. to follow them ..