Wednesday, October 23, 2002

hy guys.. yes more al bundy luck for today..
today i saw my ex in the parking lot.. she looked so pretty and so wonderful..
its kinda hard to imagine anything she could be going through with such a beautiful smile..
my heart started beating like crazy when i saw her..
and when i stopeed her i couldn't think of what to say .. only that i gave her a hug and told her i loved her..
we still got some things to talk about..
so after i told her that i drove off in my car..
passed her house up and then my heart and thoughts started racing again..
and i as i entered the entrance ramp to get the freeway my car lost traction or something .. cus my wheels couldnt grip the road so i ended up hitting the rail..
yes .. now there a big scratch all over the car..
seriously when is it all gonna end or start going differently..

well i can at least say that when my ex was with me .. everytime i saw her or smelled her hair..or thought about her
or even kissed her sweet lips...
i forgot about all my worries .. and every dissapointment..
everything would be ok as long as she was around...
i felt so loved, so normal.. so at peace
god i miss her so much..