hey people.
i hope you all had a good day..
so i wake up a few days ago with this love inside my heart..
love of what you ask?
well i think its a love that had been inside of me for so long..
a love for people..
says in the ten commandents.. love thy neighbor..
i think i genuinely felt it...

later that day i handed a woman on the street some cash...
4 years prior to this i never paid much attention to homeless people..
i talked to a friend about it..
i even told him that i have had a dream since i was a kid..
about how i could help people in need and who want help...
but my dream requires me to be something big.. someone with money..
i thought about it.. and i asked myself.. what could i possibly do with alot of money..
i thought money comes and goes.. so why not give it to someone or for something that could really use it..
i hope one day to set up some sorta outreach community ...
anyways..
i think people who are confused are some of the saddest people in the world... and i think there has been enough of that already..


god i miss you babe.....

god.. im not drunk right now.. but yes i had a few maybe more drinks..
but anyways
maybe its the sleep deprivation thats killing me.
.. argh!!....
either way.. i think i need to sleep now..
my brain is playing tricks on me..
abner hits me up on an im right before i think of going to sleep..
well screw it.. i am gonna sleep now....