my life and head seem to be falling apart..
I have an internal family problem now..
Yeah its something that could destroy any family..
I wonder sometimes when I could get off of this rollercoaster of shit.
Why why … that’s the question that kills everyone when they look at something gone wrong…
And when they blame themselves in the inside.. inside of their souls … it hurts more…
No more regrets huh????

I thank god I have few friends that care…
And some strangers that actually give a fuck..
But its weird that you find who is your true friends when everything falls apart..
Not just that.. people who you should turn to also when everything seems fucked up…
But I know im not gonna make the mistake and confuse a friends care with something else.. that wouldn’t be fair to me…. But more importantly.. the other person….
God bless all of you.. everyone misses something… we all hope we could turn back time…