nothing much happened today .. except for this conversation...
me and chavez
RockmanJoe32: well i didnt see her for like 3 weeks
Crazystick: any after dinner somethings going on?
Crazystick: lol
Crazystick: ohh
RockmanJoe32: then i finally saw her yesterday
Crazystick: uhhuu
RockmanJoe32: and she gave me her number
Crazystick: ohhh
Crazystick: BIG BALLA!
RockmanJoe32: hah
Crazystick: how u gonna seduce her?
Crazystick: show her the chokeslam?
RockmanJoe32: yea, so im gonna take her up on her offer
RockmanJoe32: LMAO
Crazystick: ha!
RockmanJoe32: sure, imma choke slam her
RockmanJoe32: thatll turn her on
RockmanJoe32: "ooo papi nice choke slam..."
Crazystick: yeah women like when you beat them up
RockmanJoe32: "think you can slam me somewhere else?"
RockmanJoe32: no alex no
RockmanJoe32: oh they do?
Crazystick: she will be like .. "lettme choke your slam"
Crazystick: lol
RockmanJoe32: no they dont!
RockmanJoe32: lmao
RockmanJoe32: nasty trufio
Crazystick: lol

damn
been a long time since i updated,
anyways here is tha 411
aight so i quit my job working for gaybuster.. god i still get eerie repulsive feelings about that place
i think its all the gay that was around there..
im sorry but i hate fags.. their faggoty ways of doing things just isnt right... or "straight"

ha
anyways..
so i got me a new job about 2 weeks ago .. i work where one of my homegirls works at
im getting mad hours. and the pay is way better than at gaybuster...
im doing that serveying stuff.. yeah its where you standsomewhere with a tripod and a telescope..
its ok i guess.
i just wanna move up so i can get back into autocad and stuff like that..
so this weekend was cool..
im watching that whole nightmare on elm street movie series at abners house..
i think we stopped off at #6
...
lettme see what else..
ohh and i was playing a few video games at charlies this weekend .. buncha niggas getting fucked and shit..
ahh yes beer and gaming . no combination like it.
ohh and it turns out i started having this empty feeling inside..
i for some reason started missing my ex.. and all these feelings came out of no where.
like things started setting in .. after like almost a year after everything fell apart.. i think im barely dealing with the effects .
i head towards katy freeway to my job and it popped in my head that she told me once .. she now resides there. so thats kinda upsetting
i guess the best way to explain it is...
its like when your hungry and yet you dont know what to eat but you know what your missing..
i felt really depressed this weekend and today.... but hey i have a cooler full of beer ..
if yall dont hear from me no more i guess you can blame on old mr alcohol poisoning.
ohh yeah it was edgar bday .. but who cares .. therefore we dont need to hear bout that now do we.???
chavez .. dog.. you do look like BIG SHOW



who knows where this life might lead you...