the greatest sleep of all time (at least for me ) happened to me today.
I slept at about 7:30 the previous day and did not wake until 5 am the next morning.
To my surprise i still wanted rest. but I could not go back to sleep
so I got hold a friend and had breakfast.
She and I had a great one on one conversation that applied to each others lives.
She mentioned among other things. that it was time for me to let go .
Let go of fear.
Let go of anger.
Let go of the uncertainty.
And most importantly - to let go of the past.

I, for once in my lifetime, took some advise from someone else. And the best part.
I managed to actually use it and i had the best relaxed day ever.
I felt so at peace today.
I guess it is a step in the right direction that I had to take in order to move on beyond real stupid things.
Friends exist but true are few in number.
Relationships come and go like whispers in the wind.
Faith in things are not always the best way to think.
Breathing with calm is everything.
Love is real but with change who knows if it lasts?
These are some rules in the game of life.
I had been blinded by hate, anger, and fear so long I forgot what it was to just flow with it rather than fight upstream.

I welcome a brighter future and I leave a dark past behind.